SHH! Wnat's that sound?

That would be the sound of SILENCE. Sweet sweet silence.

I don't know why I resist alone time at home so much. I fight it though. I always think I'm going to be lonely and bored. And I'm always wrong.

Tonight James and I were invited to a bonfire. I turned them down b/c Corbin is staying with his grandparents tomorrow night and I didn't want to leave him with a sitter two nights in a row. And I didn't want to bring him with and put him to bed over there. Just wasn't feeling it tonight. So I told James he could go. No reason for him to stay home too. He doesn't go out that often and he's really good about making sure that he's spending enough time with me. I like time - it makes me feel loved.

He left about 45 minutes ago. I took a hot shower, put a pizza in the oven, grabbed a coke, and here I sit. Gooey yummy pizza next to me waiting to cool. Life is good. I like this alone stuff. I'm watching what I want on TV. I don't have to worry about neglecting James for the laptop. I'm very happy with this lol. Life is good tonight.

Of course, I'll be super thrilled when the hubby gets home in a couple hours, but for now, I'm gonna enjoy the quiet.